I Don’t Fucking Care

 

Tell me pretty lies
About how much you hurt
I don’t fucking care

Look me in the eyes
Even if it’s fake
Convince me not to worry
I don’t fucking care

Talking late at night
You just changed your mind
It was just a little lie
It doesn’t mean you don’t care
I don’t fucking care at all

Hear you on repeat;
“Didn’t want to make you sad”
It was all for me
I have to understand
As I sit there and cry
But I don’t fucking care at all

I still have feelings for you
I act like they’re not there
Like I don’t fucking care
But I love you like before
Though all you do is break my heart
Saying you’ve found someone new
I act like I don’t fucking care at all

Know I’m too good for you
Still I’m a sucker for your words
“I miss you, let’s stay friends”
Makes my heart heavy
The back of my mind whispers to me
If he’d really cared he’d have made an effort
I made an effort
Now I don’t fucking care

Memories with you no longer exist
Continue on with your life
Like nothing ever happened
I’m just another girl
But you, I can’t get over
Can’t forget those deep brown eyes
You were my forever
I was only your here and now
But I don’t fucking care at all.

 

I apologize for the harsh language.
The poem was inspired by the song, Idfc – Blackbear.